Did one of these little numbers in my car. Forget how much I love being off work, driving around in the sun listening to music that gets me stoked!
Played AT LEAST 4 times while I was at work. Must have done something to piss off karma. Haha. It’s STUUUCK IN MY HEAAAD!!
I keep getting these weird pangs of homesickness, well hardly even that. Just this dull ache in my chest when I scrounge up old memories or those moments in time where things felt right. Most of them I can think of are with the people back home.
I love the job. Getting paid to work with dogs all day, though it’s exhausting and the boss is quite intense, is really nothing I could begin to complain about.
I just wish I didn’t miss you guys so much. I put forth effort, and I know it’s minimal or not enough, but I guess I feel like you don’t miss me. You don’t need me. You barely respond.
I get it though, I’m the one who left. I called it quits. I want a new life, and I will get to it I suppose, but this transition, with me basically being forced to go cold turkey on my old friends really blows. The thing is we are close enough in distance to stay friends, so maybe what I thought I had wasn’t as substantial as I thought.
I hope if you read this, you know, it’s about you and you are SO important to me. Hell, even consider this a cry for help or a message to ask you not to forget me. But I feel we may have grown too far for you to even recognize yourself in this. But i love you SO dearly.
I miss you all. I wish I had had the chance to say goodbye :(
